Struggles...sometimes I truly struggle! I struggle to understand why people do what they do? I struggle to see God in their choices. Is it because their life is not my own?...possibly. I don't know. I pray God will help me just to pray for those people instead of wasting "precious time" thinking, contemplating, worrying at times about their choices. I don't understand...and I may never understand them! And that needs to be okay. I think I am getting there...but some days my thoughts surround this more than I would like! I want those times of thoughts to turn into times of prayer. I really want to give it ALL to God...he is in control anyway. I pray their motives for this choice are not just to be different, but to follow Christ in what HE would have for their life. I think I need to remember to pray this every single day for myself and my family as well. I pray God can speak into my weakness of wasting "precious time" and show me how He wants to change me and grow me. God...please release me from these worries and thoughts and fill that "precious time"...and fill that time with YOU!!! Ahhhh...that feels better...I just needed to write it down! Giving words to something and the physical act of writing/typing it down brings healing for me;)
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